April 16, 2025 at 20:03
sometimes i just randomly decide it’s time to die
what’s charging your current
the key to my brain is my purpose
the key to my heart is a beautiful woman
the key to my soul is the sun
i’d rather die crossing on red man
then wait a lifetime for a clear road
no more no’s
free from negative thoughts
everything love
no longer align with most thoughts here
but they show process
the storm before the clear sky
reality
a way to say it is possible but we choose for it to not be
water can never be created nor destroyed
we are all michelangelo
our bodies are our sculptures
all people want is to love and be loved
i am sorry for falling victim to seriousness
is that too serious of a statement?
i am really pulled to joy
yet scared of experiencing joy myself
i always feel the need to continuously punish
suffer, experience difficulty
hiding from Joy because i don’t deserve Joy
spent the last 5 years getting hurt and hurting people
without anger, but through pain
we all reflect but how many of us reflect honestly
i aim to be self destructive
i have to force sleep
but when it's nap time
it’s game over
my two most used words are why & interesting
when all ideas are exploratory, not definitive
misunderstanding can never exist
working on using softer words
in essence everything is sacrifice
that is why perspective is crucial
focus on what we gain
not what is lost
today i officially removed fear
it’s as easy as that
the sun is my lighting cable
love cannot be chosen
it is found?
i enjoy creating the feeling of fear shun and attack as equally as love and understanding
i get bored of people
1000 lifetimes in one day
most people spend more time in their memories as opposed to actually creating them
time > flowers
maybe is just no in disguise
living room, more like dying room
does what you’re doing really matter
or is it feeding into your endless distraction that spreads to distract others
designers that work on toothpaste packaging for years just for nobody to even read it
insecurities disappear when you confront them openly
oly
the sun is the ultimate energy
yet we don’t even build around it
we need everything below horizon
w nothing above the ground
currently <1% working to progress humanity
99% working system to survive - personal, family
imagine if 100% working to progress humanity
all of that energy, how far would take us
family
the strongest bond
when the family is broken apart
your life is broken apart
and you become the easiest to control
i don’t explain ideas
feel it or don’t
if you don’t it’s not meant for you
you see a louis tee
i see insecurity
everything is a blessing
some are just less clear at first
no amount of sex will fill your void of true love
we’re suicide bombers
“ADHD” more like lazy
not everything has to be correct
we learn equally or more from things we disagree with
I am offensive
I am confrontational
My role is attacking your life as you have known it
i don’t like comments because
i don’t like comments
"can’t" just means
you can, but you don’t want too
just because i’m not speaking
or saying yes every 5 seconds
to comfort you
doesn’t mean i am not listening
I don’t need to be understood
I need to be felt
this is a museum of the thoughts that flow through me
more play
the world is our moodboard
fuck pinterest
do everything as if grandma's watching
i love adele
i hate adele
nobody is a stranger
NEW RULE
AN IDEA DOES NOT EXIST
IF IT IS NOT ABLE TO BE HELD
digital needs to be black and white
to re-centre focus to the true beauty in life
the reel danger of reels
is the learning of instant gratification
judgement is a reflection of the self
imagine if we painted fruit
this is what we do when we dye clothes
and paint walls
we paint the cotton and stone
just because something isn’t bold
doesn’t mean it lacks beauty
when we DYE the real beauty DIES
thoughts
capture in air
document
flow through
no memory no storage
more space to receive
no idea is mine
no idea is yours
removing credit and validation
lust reigns
money unlocks
degrading longed
sex worshiped
everyone living in the past
every topic of conversation is memories
or the future
what are we doing tomorrow
where are we eating tonight
the true luxury is living now
there are no bad people
everything stems from love
grateful beyond words
contradiction shows growth
make teachers fun again
your desk job is not stressful
go and do physical labour
discover real stress
I am a mirror
A reflection of you
Who you were
Who you are
And who you’ve always wanted to be
I do not exist
everything raw
no protection
there is no point in any of this
so why not make it as fun as possible
I don't have anger
Just excitement and peace
pride is like wearing a suicide vest
a battery is a collection of cells
we are batteries
and the sun is our charger
if we were all cutting up our arms would we stop
i attract the deepest connections
breaking hearts
block
go away for some time
DRUGS
no more fucking around
this is guantanamo
russian solider samurai prisoner
monk on the outside
real purpose of war is to divide us through opinion
i’m going to stop laughing at people
who aren’t funny
i’m not sorry
the people who are called crazy
are the most sane
focusing on politics is confirming you rely on other people to make your dreams come true
minecraft survival mode
if you have everything you wouldn’t continue
you’d move onto creative
because it’s FUN
most jobs are unnecessary
distraction
stop assuming everyone doubts or judges
ego and confidence are not hand in hand
would rather die refusing to accept this reality
than accepting and living
everyone is so strategic and performative but when we’re all in the performance who even is the audience anymore
the problem doesn’t need solving
the codes are in michelangelo’s sculptures
michael jackson’s lyrics
jillsview proves it
love is everywhere
we just need to be open to receiving
accepting when we are wrong
removing the ego
and welcoming change
6 month cycle
change where i live
who im surrounded by
the music i listen too
the clothes i wear
the shoes i wear
hairstyle
fragrance
everything external
destroyed
stop talking, start doing
Walt
how many people would lose their life
if the internet was switched off
we are living under the influence
LUI
i’d rather play hide and seek
then go for drinks
we spend so much time talking about life
rather than just living
everything is a choice
how can we ever be proud
when we are not responsible for anything
gratitude is sharing the love
pride is being selfish with it
the color of hell is grey
they suck the colour of life out of us
the minute we get out of primary school
the "real world" is the world we don't wanna live in
Byron
the opposite of love is fear
everyone delusional
seems to achieve the delusional
xploration
is the key to life
you have control of nothing external
just let go
when i’m Xplaining an idea my eyes stop seeing
and my brain starts painting
the sky really is the most effective form of therapy
we’re made from the same energy as stars
how can you look at the stars and have worries
like is saying I don’t LOVE
people hate me for saying i don’t hate anyone
alienation
alien nation
we are aliens
socialisation has been abolished
family, friends, then strangers
what is strange about other humans
what we are so afraid of
we have been divided into the inDIVIDual
we see in pride labels over base form
here to serve
and be observed
housing will be like tree
it just is
Michelangelo only ever signed one of his works
and even after that claimed it was a mistake
made out of pride
here to do
so we can be
happiness is transient
peace is eternal
the quest for happiness creates anger
the quest for peace creates peace
memories steal space for new ideas
time is love
the ultimate is Love
everything eventually comes together in a non linear form
that the linear brain cannot ever predict
this is not my vision
there is nothing personal about it
this is the human vision
that everyone can and will feel
beyond the brain
in the soul
spaces where comfort is not forced
but found
elements that we are naturally drawn too
allowing us to once again, be
human beings
happiness on demand is attainable
i want to suffer
judge less
judgement
the ultimate mind control weapon
never step out of line
stay in your cell
do not speak freely
actually don’t even think freely
or you will face judgement
true art is a form of communication
telepathy
the ability to transmit feelings from one to another
that is all
we think of being emotional as a weakness
emotional people are the strongest
that is superman level superpower
except your kryptonite can be something
as simple as words
being vulnerable is being pure
you accept you can be easily hurt
but in return you become one of the
most loving people to walk earth
if words can hurt you
you are easily controllable
my voice is even lighter around my family
because i feel judgement of change
fat people need the most love
i don't trust fat people
if you loved me
but now hate me
you never really loved me
Hass
when the acting stops
people get scared
they don’t want their movie to end
sacrifice personal gain
i don’t even want to do this
i want to live a normal life
i want to have a wife
to have kids
to have a home
but i can’t
i made a choice to stay on earth
to give everything i have
i almost gave my life to darkness
death
and this is the light
purpose
you can’t fool purpose
build, destroy, build better
fuck realistic
who defines realistic
the future is
fun
soft
and free
note to self
no more friends
no more relationships
the inevitable is destruction
leading to hurt people
please no more
no more
no
I can't control these cycles unless I want to become numb to a spectrum of emotion. I don't want too so I chose to feel pain and enjoy feeling like dying because that is the world we are in and not feeling that would be the ultimate ignorance
i shaved my hair to punish myself
unlearn fear
i am a dick
i am psychotic
i am a narcassist
i am a cheater
i am definitely fatphobic
believe it all
i do not care
write me off
please don’t take the ideas with you
hate me
love the ideas
you can’t even hate the ideas
they are beyond judgement
soul connected
past mind
you are living someone’s dream life
are opinions even natural
artificially constructed
we are a combination of
everything we see & hear
if we lived in the most natural state
could we ever disagree
if people are willing to leave you
over an opinion
they were never really with you
i am blind with my eyes
i do not see, i feel
navigating the world with soul
understanding cures all hate
does power change people
or were we always like that
there is no point of life without fun
the false sense of purpose of an Adult
is often funless
therefore driving depression
the world was built to nurture us
MOTHER nature
all of our survival needs are met
thanks to technology
so we be longer have to live to survive
we can live to create
do not touch me
human love has a short wavelength
rarely goes beyond family and friends
fuck design
it’s a false prophet
the trojan horse of art
design is the control
of your perception of beauty
maybe we are told we can’t be god
to stop us reaching our true potential
i walk earth like i am on drugs
because i am high from life
kids kill themselves
with a desire to become older
thanks to the instilled illusion of adult freedom
every decision you make is in fear or love
at the core
we are binary
our 1s and 0s are
love or fear
passivity is boring
true artists are invisible
because they are not competing
but only sharing
Nikola
when you don’t evolve
you die
suicide doesn’t stop the pain
it just moves it
no boxes
just to be alive is to try
i sit on the floor
my biggest fear is fear
we’re removing the e from all ex words
to be normal is the ideal aim for the unsuccessful
Jung
nothing is that deep
joking
everything is very very very deep
we are the world
we are the children
we have aids
we have cancer
how are we allowing ourselves to suffer
everything high vibration
they rebranded slavery
to employee
no pain
in any xpression
they pick ‘gram engagements over engagement
we have pain
because we surrounded ourselves
with pain
movies that make us cry
songs that keep us in a lower vibration
clothing that makes us feel dull
lights that induce headache
just because it feels familiar
doesn't mean it's good
don't build picturesquely
leave such effects to the cliffs, the mountains and the sun
a person who dresses picturesquely is not picturesque
but a buffoon
a farmer doesn't dress picturesquely
but he is
Loos
we will communicate without words
i work my way to death and kill myself every day
i enjoy solitude more than being with people
99/100 times
the 99 perceive in assumption and calculations and Fear
the exception is being around those who are gentle, who feel, who understand, and who believe
if you angry don’t speak to me
if you feeling down don’t speak to me
i don’t want that energy
eyes are the ultimate form of human beauty
a window to the soul
some days i don’t open my macbook all day
and those days feel great
being happy is selfish
the current way of living
is a form of self harm
never settle
in any way
there are 10 million species of being on earth
only one needs clothing and shoes
transfer of energy
one Picasso sketch sells for millions
takes 5 minutes, little energy
transferred for large sum of money
energy harvesting
money as energy physical representation
energy cannot be created or destroyed
how can we create equilibrium in creation and offering
no transfer of unequal energy
more is lost in indecision
than the wrong decision
Dov
reflection on the past
then let go
this is how not to be a slave to your past
never complete
always evolving
some days i don’t want to text anybody
who told you
you can’t feel good
all the time
child
xplore
xpress
fun
dream
do
be
i wish that nobody cared about me
every time someone tells me a compliment
i wish they didn’t
and put that energy into themselves
miracling miracles
when you are not hiding you are serving
Savana
my view on memories is that they're useless
what matters is the feeling in the moment
which led to a contributing chain of thoughts that created the now
reflection is necessary
but past or future thinking is not
brain space is limited
and we need to let go
create space for new ideas
fuck corporate talk
cycles circles seasons
you’re not being an adult
you are acting an adult
why are you so serious
do you care about perception of others
what are you afraid of
what are you hiding from
slides
you have lost when you begin meeting
criticism with hostility
no idea is definitive
more xploratory
fuck technical drawings
let’s just go off a simple sketch
if the final is different, that is fine
build with our hands
not with calculations
sketches don’t have to be works of art
and actually the more basic they are
the best they communicate vision in its purest form
less detail
more feeling
i wish or i will
i really really do not care about personal gain
more hugs
no more working for
only with
we think too much and feel too little
disney world the world
it makes me sad to think of all the people
i once met
and will never meet again
but it’s quite cool too
every sunrise is a gift
being misunderstood is a compliment
some people don’t enjoy life
who are we to tell them
they need too stay alive
for some people
killing yourself is harder than staying alive
and for others
staying alive is harder than killing yourself
we stopped worshipping stars
and started worshipping stars
you can’t control what impacts you
but you can control if you let it get close
we will fly
there are no strangers
we’re scared to even look at each other
you dream and then you grow older as they slowwwly introduce money, bills, taxes, contracts, judgment, status, class, alcohol, pills, sex, politics, deadlines, credit
the gradual learning of fear doubt & lust
the slow slaughter of your child
the silent death of your dreams
you win by not playing
Ye
you can only destroy you
we are just instruments
the universe is the player
you never thank the instrument
just the player
leader of family
1:5 let’s say
then same human ability
leader of the country
1:millions
everything in absolutes
all or nothing
consumed completely by ideas
xtreme
passion is for fun
purpose is do or die
judgement is out of our hands
a mirror to the self
we had heaven
we made hell
there are four things that solve all of our problems
sunlight
ocean
realm
air
share with 0 expectation
often ideas will be formed by others
just from observing your Xpression
in ways you will never foresee
be sponge
i’m not an artist
i'm not a designer
i'm a human
art is within us all
simplify
surroundings
clothing objects space people
& consumables
music food thoughts air
this is your circle of influence
curves are expensive
Greg
ask more why’s
stay curious
every day we need to Xplore curiosity
take a new route
find new colors
speak to new people
try new foods
Xploration
measured time is a form of control
no more dates
no more time
breaking the constant cycle
new year birthday christmas new year
monday tuesday wednesday thursday fuck off
every day is today
every today is now
no more control
just now always
we live freely
when we think freely
religion is a comfort blanket for ego
everyone remembers that one fun teacher
remove judgement
listen
no lust
be gentle
there is responsibility in art
art requirements
does it telepathically channel a whole feeling
from artist to audience
can it be simpler
beauty will form naturally when these are met
communication from soul to soul
bypassing mind
delivered by spirit
the existence of escapism
shows we have failed ourselves
the key is organisation
Dov
you cannot replicate the colours in sunset
teachers taught us to not swing on the chair
but who prays for Satan?
who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common
humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?
Twain
not xpressing is selfish and holds us back
every conversation brings 100 new ideas
texting is like a diary that talks back to me
coolness is just caring about the perception of others
sacrifice is necessary
when energy is finite
our brains are like computers
everyone we have ever met
and everything we have ever consumed
are the programmers
nina simone really is THE best
a child of ten can do a beautiful drawing, and when he sees the paintings of the great artists fall facilely into the perverse game of repetition and lose their powers of invention, becoming monotonous. you have to resist this.
Niemeyer
adults are child murderers
we are in the future and the past concurrently
however
we will be in the now
divorce your past
all natural colors
no dye
breast implant flooring
no more LIVING rooms
we live in the world
never trust a thought that occurs to you indoors
Nietzsche
your mind is so pre occupied on what to eat
what to wear what to do today tomorrow next weekend where to go next summer
that you can’t even begin to recognise
who you have become
turrell is cool but
i want to be in that never ending sky hole
not looking at it
imagine a boundaryless space
where you feel like you are floating
simplifying housing is not removing beauty
it’s providing the palette to create real beauty
and space for Xpression
you can't control people
but you can control your reaction
know this and never argue again
racism is a fabricated concept
a facade that targets groups
as opposed to individuals
it tears us apart from each other as one race of beings
the true term is hate
let's focus on the base factor
and avoid overcomplication
nobody is a bad person
when you look at intention it is always from love
we will make everything fun & beautiful
we simplify, we perfect, we start over, until everything we touch enhances each life it touches. only then do we sign our work, designed by Apple in California
we enter the world with no self
unmoulded
free of judgement
spontaneous decisions are the best decisions
acting on impulses whilst maintaining positive energy
has bought me all of my life opportunities
& never any regret
nothing off limits
if you fall off roof land on soft floor
cloud flooring
walk up walls
undefined space
we can make the world sooooo fun
like a giant playground
because it IS or it WAS
minecraft survival mode was life
now we have creative mode with an already built world
we can do anything
ceilings limit thoughts
imagine lying in bed and staring at the universe above you
art has the power to save lives
good art is simply able to be felt
the only constant is change
i used to pray to never wake up
people who wear sunglasses
why are you afraid of being seen
this is a mission not a brand
it’s beyond us
no employees
just a team of believers
we are surrounded by so many designs created out of fear to create fear
level of consciousness depreciation from 100 years ago to now
imagine 300,000 years ago
the egyptians built the pyramids with their minds
and we will fly & communicate telepathically
i surrender to obsession
the focus is on what already exists
our creations are secondary
only to enhance the existing
one word changed the whole vision from
how can we build the most beautiful thing
to
how can we build around the most beautiful thing
that being nature
my currency is measured in
how many lives can I positively contribute too
believe